Kidnap my heart.

Saturday, January 23, 20101:56 PM

Fucking emo. I feel so stressed out by all the work. I want to go out and play and have fun.
Why are there only tears in my bloody life. Happiness is slowly disappearing.
Please let me off.
I fucking hate school right now.
I mean it.
I go to school for the sake of going to school.
I do my work for the sake of finishing it.
I am tired of everything.
Yes I know the holidays are coming. but there's still semester 2 after the holidays.
I do not wish to continue anymore.
Someone knock me awake.
Why do I have this mentality of quitting school?
Of course it's not going to happen. I'm just fking emo.
I still love my children.
But I don't love anything else already.
Poly is just a lie.
I stepped into poly yearning for a nice and good start.
Now I want it to end.
What is wrong with me?
I thought I love school. I thought I love what I'm studying.
I realize I don't.

Well, but I'm still doing work now. I'm crazy.
Doing something I hate. =D
I so totally enjoy it.
Forcing myself to do it.
For?
For fuck
I've never cried so much in my entire life.

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